Just returned to a strange place, I need to adapt to the pace of life here and have my own job. I was in a bad mood and was once in trouble. I have been asking myself what I want, what kind of life I want, what kind of person I want to be, what I should do, I am confused, I don't want to fall, I don't want to lose myself.
I remember hearing a saying: "When you are in trouble, reading books will give you the answers you want." I went to the library to buy my favorite books, and I read books every day when I came back. Gradually, I am not anxious, my mood is relatively stable, and I am not anxious about my work. Slowly, everything will be on the right track. I often comfort myself that no one is smooth sailing. Remember, you are unique.
At this time, I have enrolled in Hongdan College, and I feel that my knowledge is relatively shallow, and I need to improve, read more and study. With this kind of mental cognition, I only have one thought in my heart, and I need to change, so I signed up for an English class. Although I don't have a job at present, I have been learning English before the course of Hongdan College began. Although it's difficult, I also practice English in class every day to stop my thoughts.
When you are in trouble and confused, if you can't adjust your state from the inside, seek outside help. Maybe different suggestions will make you suddenly enlightened and no longer confused. Although I haven't changed much at present, I believe that if I persist, I will definitely gain a different self after one year.
When you encounter difficulties, think more about your initial heart. If you want to be a person with a strong heart, you must face difficulties and change the status quo. I will get better and better!