1. The feeling of being unsociable, well, I haven't liked it since junior high school. Maybe it's because I have a strange personality. I was fine in primary school. A group of friends who grew up together were assigned to different classes after entering middle school, and then they didn't know how to socialize. My roommates asked me to go out to play, or they didn't want to go shopping in the cafeteria. It's embarrassing.

2. Three years of junior high school, no deep friends, no shallow friends. There are many factors, of course, my personal factors are relatively large. I don't know how to care about others, I don't know how to love other friends, and my personality is weird. It should be weird and cold to people. Invisibly hurt friends who grew up playing. After entering junior high school, everyone found new friends, and I gradually faded out of their lives. Being alone for three years may have some advantages, but it also has disadvantages. I gradually feel that I am really not suitable!

3. After graduating from high school

Although I am stupid, I am diligent enough to make progress gradually, but the distance with my friends is getting farther and farther. I want to learn and make good use of every moment, so I gradually ignore getting along with my friends. I can't control the feeling of getting farther and farther, so I can only let it go on like this, which is very depressing and heartbreaking.

I may be a little crazy about friendship. Seeing him playing well with other people, I will be jealous for no reason, and we will be unhappy. Our study progress is also different. From the beginning, he was better than me, until I gradually synchronized with him, and then I gradually became better than him. There are some trivial things, such as he forgot my birthday and so on. These problems exist in friendship and have not been solved for a long time, which leads to the distance between us getting farther and farther.

In my senior year, I really cut off all social activities. I will play with my mobile phone on Sunday when there is no electricity (so as not to play during study), control myself not to charge, and then cut off the external information for a whole week. Have dinner with friends in class every day, and then hurry back to the classroom to study. Living a life of 3.1 points in the classroom, canteen and dormitory. How can I say that time? I am not bitter academically, but I am really under great psychological pressure. That time should also be a day when I didn't like to be gregarious.