This is a sad story after reading it. When the whole story is finished, your heart will follow her sadness, happiness, sadness and numbness.
Before the author saw that message, the way she got along with her boyfriend was exactly what I had been longing for. There is a bottom line, knowing how to advance and retreat, because there is a mutually clear scale of communication with the opposite sex in my heart.
However, he crossed the line. Judging from the fact that it took him half a year to recover after the breakup, her boyfriend loves her. But what has this love become because of his one-year cross-border behavior? In ancient times, those princes and grandchildren would choose a lovely wife who knew how to advance and retreat properly. He may love his wife, but it doesn't conflict with him to spoil his concubine and flirt with them.
I just feel a little sad that men and women seem destined to have differences in the privatization of their feelings. Many people may define this as spiritual cleanliness, but is it really morbid to want to live alone for a lifetime?
Yes, the boyfriend in the article is really superior in all aspects, whether it is personality, responsibility, responsibility, or even considerate care of the author's daily life. However, this beauty no longer belongs to the author alone. Do you understand that feeling? I just want to be with you, and my eyes are full, but while you are planning our future, you also want others to participate in the world outside of you and me, but they belong to you and her. How can a person split in two like this? And I did it in the future knowing that my partner would only accept each other.
Is there no way to fill your increasingly empty world with me?
It is this feeling that you can completely replace the author * * * with yourself to love her joys and sorrows. I love her courage and determination. I like her courage and determination too much. Even if a road goes dark, as long as it is my choice, I will resolutely go on.
I love her free and easy, too. How can it not hurt? Nearly eight years of love, just like the old saying: it hurts the bones. She's not hurt? But she asked, "During the 30 seconds I made a wish, were you worried that she would be afraid because of the power failure in the library, or did you want to spend my birthday with me every year?" At that time, she was tearing at her wound and making a final struggle.
Forgiving such a thing is very uncomfortable for a girl who wants pure feelings. After forgiveness, it will become a thorn in your mind. I don't know that one day, it will suddenly stab into it and turn your heart upside down. After all, this paper is still dirty. If you break a mirror, the crack won't disappear when you stick it together.
It's just a little regrettable. I thought I could be with you forever. But I can only stop here. I imagine the future will have you, so it will definitely go through some twists and turns to separate it. But fortunately, it is also a timely stop loss.
Finally, I also ended with the author's words: "I never thought that marriage would be a shackle that bound me." I intend to get married, because I am willing to spend my life with him and be his lifelong companion. But now that it's over, marriage is no longer a necessity for me. Therefore, there is no situation that the next man I meet is far less than him. I won't forgive him because he may be the best person to get married, and I won't have to make do with marrying someone because of my age and traditional ideas. "
I believe the author will embrace her happiness, because she is so brave, resolute and firm.