I have a good relationship with my roommates in the dormitory. I play together every day, but it still makes me feel empty, ideologically and in life. Roommates know exactly what they have to do every day. They don't have their own thoughts and lack of getting along with themselves.
I've become timid, and I have a fixed partner W for dinner and class. When we were together, many questions I didn't want to ask were given to her, or I hesitated to ask, and she already asked. Accustomed to enjoying success, I dare not be alone, I can't get along with strangers generously, and I want to find a companion for everything. When I realized this problem, I went shopping with my brother two days before Chinese New Year. If I have any doubts, the voice is very small, only enough for my brother to hear. My brother will ask a stranger loudly, and the stranger will say that girls are still timid and boys are answering questions and negotiating. I don't agree with what he said. Why can't girls be independent? But I also reflected, and my performance was really timid. I thought about the reasons for my cowardice, because I care about other people's eyes and am afraid of what others will think when I say this. I became timid. Become afraid to express yourself, express yourself. This may be part of the reason why I can't be remembered. Read an article, the theme is think twice. When a sentence is repeatedly pondered in your mind, you will feel that there are all kinds of mistakes. It doesn't have that big impact, but you will interpret it as all kinds of bad possibilities.
I want to go to the library, because I want to create a space for myself to be alone, do what I want, and let myself not be influenced by other people's ideas and opinions. Make a decision you don't want to discuss with others. Other people's opinions for reference, er B.