Yesterday, Weibo saw the banner written by the aunt of South Institute of Technology to the graduates: It will never close again at 23 o'clock, please go home early.

Suddenly, I was touched. Our school also closes at 23 o'clock. Aunt Lou Guan sits at the door cooking soap operas every day, and we have to swipe our cards at random, for fear that Aunt Lou will lock the door that minute.

But a month later, we will write back, and after writing back, we will graduate completely. We may never see that aunt again. We may never live in a dormitory with air conditioning, separate bathrooms and tables in 200 yuan for less than a year, or we may never eat such cheap and delicious food in the canteen again.

02

Looking back on my life for more than two years, I think there are really too many regrets and too many unfinished things, but when we really understand it, we have no chance to experience it.

Because I failed in the college entrance examination and my family's economic situation, I chose to study in a junior college and major in marketing in a business school. To be honest, I don't know why I chose this major in the first place. At that time, my parents asked me to study accounting because they thought that the job of girls after studying accounting was to sit in the office and do accounts. And I was born insensitive to numbers because I was really poor at math, so I secretly changed my major.

At that time, several high school students had a good time. Everyone agrees to study economics. They probably think that girls majoring in economics are better, and that studying economics is more profitable. Later, by mistake, two students studied normal school and one studied English, leaving me with only one business major.

In the eyes of most people, the marketing major is selling things and selling things. At first, my friends and relatives opposed it. My parents seldom care about my study. I thought I didn't want to study accounting, so I left with me. I tried to correct their views many times, but when I entered school, I didn't know what I had learned and gradually gave up the argument.

I don't know what the major of finance department in an undergraduate school is like, but I'm sure it's the same as a junior college. Freshman, we have less classes and more time, less specialized courses, mostly elective courses and basic courses. You don't know which college and which major the classmate who sleeps and plays mobile phone next to you is. Plenty of time is enough for you to be particularly passionate, rush into various societies and student unions, and do meaningless but time-consuming work.

03

Freshman is busy with the student union, meeting people he doesn't know, playing mobile phones and watching dramas in class, and interacting with teachers from time to time. Interacting with the teacher in a class with more than 0/00 people in/kloc-unexpectedly left a good impression and achieved excellent results. Last academic year, my major was the first, with a comprehensive GPA of 3.68. I was surprised and scared when I got a scholarship of 5800.

I know there is not much ink in my stomach, so I plan to study professional knowledge seriously and enrich myself in my sophomore year. So I quit my busy and time-consuming student union, listened carefully, finished my homework actively and studied hard. After the end of a school year, he successfully won the first place in the college with an average grade point of 4.0, won a scholarship of 9200 yuan, and was awarded the honorary title of a university-level three-good student.

In the eyes of my classmates and teachers, I became a schoolmaster, and my heart was gradually inflated by vanity. Because I am used to being Altman, I can't show my injuries. Because Excellence has become my own label, I dare not act rashly any more. Man is such a complicated animal. When nobody cares about you, you can do whatever you want, read idle books and sleep, but once you become a shining point in the spotlight, you have to live.

04

However, I didn't live up to others' expectations. After graduation, I worked as an intern in a state-owned holding company with an internship salary of 2600 yuan. Every day, I deal with my uncles and aunts. My first job was as a cashier. At first, I was really resistant and couldn't pull my face down. I am particularly afraid of seeing acquaintances go shopping and meet myself. It's really embarrassing.

But it's no use being afraid. We are no longer in school, so we can't take it for granted to refuse. Because you have no ability, you can only work hard to get through this grassroots period as soon as possible. After I figured it out, I concentrated on learning skills and knowledge, from cashier, front desk service to background operation supervisor, which took three months. The internship is at three o'clock every morning, probably because I have experienced a lot of things. After reading many articles on the internet, I feel that I have no development in the company. I wear black cotton-padded clothes to tie my hair every day, work with my aunt and sister, and do repetitive things.

Later, I resigned, because I thought I should wait until I was 40. At the age of 20, you should learn new knowledge, see the outside world and open up a new world.

05

I know I can't venture into the outside world. First, because English is not up to standard, I didn't even pass CET-4. First of all, I must learn English well. Second, I can't write, I don't know how to write a copy, and my professional knowledge is not too hard. It is difficult to develop after I go. Third, I am a college student. People will throw your resume aside without even looking at it. Therefore, based on the above reasons, I chose to go back to school, and I intend to continue my further studies, study undergraduate courses, learn English well, learn writing well and learn professional knowledge well.

I thought I worked hard in college, but the result didn't help me prove it. I've been deceiving myself. I've passed level four three times. Maybe there is some factor in luck, but most of it should be because I am not prepared enough. Writing requires a lot of input and output. I have only read a few books in the university library, but I can't seem to remember what they are. After learning a little professional knowledge, going to the enterprise is still worthless.

This month, I have been reflecting and reminding myself of one thing. Don't immerse yourself in other people's compliments. Don't delude yourself that you are excellent and that you have worked hard enough. If you work hard enough, the result will definitely not be like this.

06

Three things that I particularly regret in college are that I didn't study English seriously, didn't learn how to manage money well, and didn't learn to read and write. When we are young, we no longer understand these truths, but when we do, we are no longer young.

Maybe you will think that my heart is too big and I think too much, and I will achieve nothing in the end, but you obviously have time and capital to work hard, why don't you fight for it yourself? If I learn English well, I may now have a job with a monthly salary of seven or eight thousand yuan, or even a high salary; If I plan the scholarship and part-time salary, I may visit several tourist cities, which not only broadens my horizons, but also improves my taste. If you had learned writing well at the beginning, you could join the new media industry now, and you wouldn't be full of praise for an article and have the courage to contribute.

However, if there is no if, there will be no regret medicine in this world and time will not wait for you. The only thing we can do is to change the present, because it is never too late to start, but you should learn to be anxious and stick to it. I believe that all surprises come from long-term efforts, all luck comes from unremitting persistence, and all beginnings come from full preparation. I believe that the harder you work, the luckier you will be.

Please think about it, how should your university live? If you are a friend who has graduated, you can think about what you should want, and your younger brothers and sisters who are still at school must think about it.

Efforts are not a bowl of chicken soup, which is nutritious after drinking, but how difficult it is for you to get better at many times.