However, my suggestion is that you still don't go to a public institution at present. No one can guarantee that you will stay there for a lifetime by career establishment, or that civil servants are iron rice bowls. If you can pass the exam, it proves that your foundation is still very good. Then take the exam next time and wait until the civil servants in the city resign. This can be flexible. It's up to you. General leaders will not stay there, just come back.
You are not young now, many classmates and friends are married, and some children can play soy sauce, so you can't play with them at all. You can find someone, fall in love, and get married at the right time.
If you think you must go to high school, you should study. When you are free, you should read books, watch movies and go shopping.
If you still don't understand, I suggest you listen to Huang Xiaohu's It's not that simple and experience it again.