I met a woman through some software last April. I found that the distance was very close and talked slowly for half a year. The content of the chat at first was just a casual chat. Later, I felt that this woman felt like a mature woman. I had a crush on my teacher in high school, so I had an unexpected crush on some older women. Slowly, in two or three months, I began to understand that she was married, had a third-grade daughter, and her husband often traveled abroad.