On this topic, I tell you that my home is in Shenzhen and my job is in Shenzhen, but I still didn't go home during my rare Mid-Autumn Festival holiday. When was the last time you went home, a few months ago? I don't remember exactly. I usually leave gifts when I go home and go back to rent a house.

Let's just say that I'm not the kind of person who you think I'm still working hard to support my family during the holiday. I just don't want to go home. I love my parents, my brothers and sisters and the home where I have lived for more than 20 years. This love is so deep that everyone wakes up in the middle of the night with tears. This is not a nightmare, but a beautiful dream. In my dream, my brother and sister went home noisy, eating the meal cooked by my mother, and still smelled familiar, listening to my father gossiping while cleaning up our room.

That's what people do. When they have it, they are not satisfied. Once lost, they will stab their hearts in every way. There was a time when I was very tired of my mother's endless nagging, regardless of major issues. I hate my father pointing at my room, I hate my feelings, and I can't stand my brother and sister living a life without self-care. My family is not rich, but it is not down and out. It is a well-off family. Mom and dad didn't get a good education, so they worked hard to train us. Finally, we hope all three children can graduate from college.

When I was in college, I chose my major in psychology under the condition of half-willingness and half-compulsion. In the eyes of my parents, this is a promising major. They hope that after I graduate from college, I will either continue my graduate studies or engage in the psychological industry. In their view, just chatting with people can earn hundreds of dollars, which is beautiful.

However, I don't want to choose either way. Well, when I was in college, I was the Minister of Recreation Department of the Student Union, and I was exposed to a lot of planning and writing work. It suddenly occurred to me that this is my career destination.

When I was a child, I had a unique talent for dancing. I studied modern dance for ten years, but my parents were very conservative. They said that only by studying hard and making progress every day would there be a way out. Later in college, I wanted to choose literature as my major. My parents said that psychology was on the rise and asked me to choose psychology. All along, I have been taking what they call the road of getting ahead, but this time, I want to follow my heart and choose the career I love.

I quarreled with my parents and scolded them. I ran away from home and lived alone in a rented house, just to pursue my real future. My salary is still holding back the average salary in Shenzhen, but I am exposed to new things every day. I love this job and study hard for it. I am full.

The only drawback is that I can't go home to find comfort when I am injured, as I did at school. But I don't regret it, and I don't think it's unfilial for me to pursue my dreams. My parents are my parents, but my life is my own. In my opinion, there is no conflict between the two. If my parents are willing to sit down and communicate with me, I want to tell them.

I tattoo, drink and smoke; I am rebellious, kind and filial.

But what I am doing now is not doing nothing.