20xx 10 began to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, and received the admission notice in 20xx 10. My uneasy heart was finally completely put down. Originally intended to record the ups and downs along the way after the admission list came out, but for various reasons, it has been delayed until now, so I won't say much below and get to the point.
Let me introduce myself first. I was admitted to the Petroleum Engineering Department of Southwest Petroleum University in xx. I am a freshman and a sophomore in Nanchong, a small town. My age is 65,438+09. I witnessed the gap between reality and ideal. I was lost and lost, and the seeds of futile study began to take root in my heart. I was addicted to DOTA, and even had the idea of dropping out of school to start a career. After that, I skipped classes, failed the exam, and didn't plan to rebuild. I failed 23 of the 67 courses in the undergraduate stage.
It was not until the next semester of my junior year that the school informed me to repeat the grade and the new counselor refused to accept me that I began to reflect on the significance of this university and how to live in the future. The school didn't give me a degree certificate because I failed too many courses and failed my grades. I can't find a good job without a good relationship. If I want to mix in the petroleum system, I have only one way to take the postgraduate entrance examination in Huashan. In fact, it's ok not to take the exam, just to come out and find an easy-going oil unit to mix half to death, but this is obviously not my character. Although I am not very interested in this major, I can't say how annoying it is, and I can't always work with emotions in the future, so I decided to give it a try after careful consideration. Because I took an exam in the fifth grade, that is, 20 13, but I broke my arm in August and didn't study rehabilitation training, so 20xx is equivalent to World War II. I can imagine these internal and external pressures from myself, relatives, friends, teachers and classmates, but I have decided to do my best anyway!
So, from xx 10, I officially joined the postgraduate entrance examination army after a series of trivial matters such as renting a house, moving a house and getting a campus card were solved. I studied in Boxue Building for two months in the summer vacation. I believe all the students in northern Sichuan know it in summer. There is no air conditioning in our school classroom, and even some fans are working, but the fan in my seat just broke down. I previewed advanced mathematics and English in this position for two months, by the way. It is really hot when it is hot. However, for the postgraduate entrance examination, what's the big deal!
Time soon entered September, and the school finally started. I got the campus card of the graduate students in our school, and I successfully sneaked into the library for self-study. Due to the hot summer, I relaxed my requirements. After the start of school, I made a gradual and stricter schedule and review requirements for myself. I try to be the first person to go to the study room every day and close the door at night. I booked 10 alarm on my mobile phone.
After reviewing for the postgraduate entrance examination for 2-3 months, I often enter a period of exhaustion and confusion (for me, I don't know if others are like this). At this time, I adjusted in time and bought a kilo of coffee online. My research friend opposite me kept laughing and said that I bought a bag of flour. I also took a break to Chunxi Road, tasted the dragon copy, and went back to copy the lyrics for a change at night.
I like playing basketball very much. I like Kobe Bryant in the professional circle and You Wu in the amateur circle because of their persistence. There is a saying in You Wu's Weibo: "There is no need for inspiration if there is will". I think it makes sense, but whenever I am tired, sleepy and want to give up, I will be full of energy when I think of Kobe Bryant and You Wu.
Basketball never dies, and the same dream never dies. When you really have faith, think clearly about why you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination and decide to work hard for it. Loved couples beside the boulevard, tattered bedding, the temptation of campus recruitment, the beautiful scenery of flowers in full bloom and so on will not be your obstacles. Even if I can't sleep all night (I almost couldn't sleep all night in the last month, lying with my eyes closed until dawn, and never staying up until 0: 30 at the latest), I woke up the next morning with a confident smile in front of the mirror and silently said to myself: What a big thing!
Finally, I have reached the first level, and I am one step closer to my dream. In 2009, FTD said in the SMM final, "I've come to get our champion back". This is 2009, for dreams. I also said to myself at that time: I came to get the postgraduate admission notice. I was in a normal state (I couldn't sleep all night) and caught a cold, so I made an exception and took medicine, and finally it was normal. When I finally checked out and left to sort out the draft paper, I suddenly felt so tired that I didn't like it, because there was still a second interview, and the second interview had to be brushed. I have to take all the materials for the second interview home. Their thickness determines their weight.
After a happy and peaceful year at home, I came to Beijing and began to prepare for the second interview. I live in the dormitory of 22 (this is the legendary doctoral dormitory). 22 is a doctor, graduated this year and is writing a thesis. This month, I have been with him from 8 am to afternoon 12, leaving our footprints in Baiyanlou, the library and the new main building. He's writing a paper, so I'm going to have a second interview. Our cooperation is seamless, even more tacit than playing games.
If the mood after the initial test is just a little uneasy, the mood after the second test can only be described by grasping (Xinjiang dialect), because I didn't know when to plan to enroll in the list at that time, but I only knew that it would be difficult to adjust if I was brushed (because it was too late), so I had to find a job or wait for the next year to fight again. . . Therefore, in addition to constantly refreshing the school website every day, we can only go out to play and have no intention of playing ball. In the next few days, I visited Beijing Jiaotong University and the National People's Congress. Qingming also went to Juyongguan in Changping with relatives.
However, during this time, I have been thinking constantly. There is a saying: Man proposes, God disposes. I tried my best, no matter what the result is, I have no regrets! Finally, my efforts paid off (the proposed admission list was announced on April 9). To celebrate, 22 specially took me to Beihang University for a visit. Then a few days later, I went to Dongdan again, and this time I came back, feeling like a lifetime ago (the last time I came to the Beijing Olympic Games six years ago), and I met some athletes from You Wu and CL.
My road to postgraduate entrance examination has come to an end, and the road ahead is still very long.
Finally, I give some suggestions to the little brothers and sisters who are taking the postgraduate entrance examination in xx, mainly in two aspects.
The first aspect, physical problems, if you don't have a good physical quality, then you will lose everything, even if you pass the exam, what's the use? But I really admire those who really use the "rope" to live a postgraduate life. I can never do it. Keep exercising for at least half an hour every day during the postgraduate entrance examination, and no matter how hard and tired I am, it will not be an excuse for me to be lazy.
The second aspect is the problem of mentality. In the face of success or failure, always keep a normal heart, win without arrogance and lose with grace; Facing life, always keep a positive heart, never abandon, never give up.
From the moment I decided to take the postgraduate entrance examination, how many classmates, friends and even family members around me didn't believe that a person who didn't take 23 courses in the university could be admitted to the graduate school of PetroChina. Maybe only I believe it, so what? Praise from classmates and friends, acne, whether sincere or false, can't be a reason for me to be complacent or self-deprecating, because your motivation for success always depends on yourself! Keep your dreams alive!