But now I'm just a mediocre person with extremely lofty dreams. I need to keep studying to get closer to my dream. Whenever I am mediocre and lazy, I feel that my life is like this.
Watching others set goals for themselves, I study every day, read two extra-curricular books in my spare time, and cultivate my self-cultivation. Then I looked at myself and said all day that I had lofty ideals and felt that I was more ambitious than others. But I got up early every day and clamored to go to the library and take whatever books I wanted to study. I took a bag full of books and went to the library with confidence to grab seats.
It's good. I'll just see if anyone on my mobile phone sends me QQ and WeChat. I can't wait all day. No one chats with themselves about QQ and sends WeChat. I have to look at my circle of friends, which is dynamic and refreshed over and over again. I finally put down my cell phone and picked up the book. I sent an irrelevant short message on my mobile phone, thinking I hadn't signed in yet. After signing up, I played the game again, and the game energy was exhausted. I want to see what today's stars are doing, search this star, search that star. In this way, the mobile phone is really hopeless. Finally, I want to study. I found that I could only study for an hour or two. It's dark and I can't stand reading. I just don't want to learn. After a while, I can't imagine whether I can study without a mobile phone. I don't think so. Moments like this will make me feel that this life is really.
I even began to doubt life, and I was ambitious but didn't have the courage to start doing it.