On the whole, some books are really good. When you read it, you will be very touched, and you will often feel that all kinds of understanding have been subverted. This feeling may last for a while after reading the book. For example, I once finished reading a book analyzing the psychology of human social life in the university library, and then as soon as I got out of the library, I was secretly observing people who gathered in groups like Sherlock, observing their various behaviors, and then making various comparisons with the contents of the book I just saw. The effect of the book, I feel that I can persist until this time.
However, as my title says, after a long time, I seem to have forgotten everything. No matter what books I have read and felt, it seems to have no effect. It seems that only by reading every day and keeping an "awake" heart can I change. In fact, the most important thing is to show that you are eager to learn, but you lack patience. Keep perseverance and believe that you will achieve something.