That year, he was a junior and president of the student union. She is a freshman and is the director of the press corps of our school's student union. He is in charge of a celebrity forum at school and constantly invites some celebrities to give speeches at school. As usual, the reporter group is responsible for the interview.

As soon as she entered the reporter team, she became famous with her excellent writing style and was loved and valued by the captain. When Professor Tsinghua came to school, the captain informed her to have an interview with her. That was the first time they met. I forgot to introduce her. Her name is Ye Zi, and his name is Song Zhiping.

When we first met, Song Zhiping seemed very worried about this primary school girl and kept telling her basic manners. She nodded one by one and didn't speak. She was very clever. Later, Song Zhiping always remembered their first meeting, and all that flashed in his mind was Ye Zi's gentle and clever baby face, but Ye Zi remembered that it was a blank. The president of the student union, the man of the hour in this school, seems to have left no impression on her. Perhaps, there was too much sadness in his eyes, so he didn't see it clearly.

2.

Yes, Ye Zi has a baby face, a very naive baby face. This baby face hides too much for her. No one ever saw through the sadness behind those smiles. No, one person saw through it. Only that person further enlarged the sadness in her eyes, went deep into the bone marrow and went to hell completely.

This man's name is Liu Hao. She is her teacher and the head teacher of Grade Two.

The story is so long that she can't go on in countless tears and dreams. Fortunately, she entered the university and came to this distant city. All the past events, those unbearable past events, were buried in her heart and rotted. She told herself that everything had to start from scratch, and no one would know her past in this city.

She is successful, that lovely baby face, those innocent smiling faces, in everyone's eyes, she is an innocent and lively little girl.

3.

Who can see all the snowflakes falling in his life?

The snow falling in Ye Zi's life has become her overwhelming blood bit by bit.

That year, she was sixteen years old and met Liu Hao in the second grade of junior high school. Later, when I think about it, maybe everything is predestined, once again. The broken and poor home has given her countless inferiority complex. She never dared to talk to others with a smile, hiding in her gray corner, silent, afraid and crying. Always a dull old clothes, messy hair withered like grass, a girl of 16 years old, not that she doesn't love beauty, but what beautiful capital does she have? Father's frequent beating and cursing, mother's whereabouts unknown, and classmates' indifference and alienation have not made her feel warm since childhood.

Liu Hao noticed the child, the silent child. She is too silent. She reads and studies all day. The lonely figure is like a lonely cloud, so weak and worrying. Such a tender baby face, but she never smiled. The words at the bottom of the pen are lukewarm.

He is a good teacher, always has been.

If, if he wasn't such a good teacher, would, wouldn't everything be so tragic?

That year, Liu Hao was 29 years old and just got married. It's too late to get married in the countryside at this age, making others laugh. If the wife is a typical Jiangnan woman, she is gentle and beautiful as a landscape painting. If Yan lives in the city, her parents look down on her. It took them six years to get married. After a long marathon, Liu Hao was very happy and very happy about her love.

4.

The school student union is not as beautiful as it looks. Under the double pressure of teachers and classmates, this student's own organization always has too much confusion and accusations.

The press corps organized an activity by itself-the story behind the Alumni Association. By digging up some behind-the-scenes stories, students can have more understanding and thinking. On the other hand, the captain also intends to test his officers and train successors. As the most outstanding director of the press corps, Ye Zi was naturally sent by the captain to interview President Song Zhiping alone.

Ye Zi likes the press corps very much because everyone likes her. Maybe everything can be done again. Liu Hao ... Can it be destroyed in memory?

Contact Song Zhiping by phone to arrange the interview time and place. Ye Zi sounds like a child. Maybe she didn't even realize it. God's mistake gave Ye Zi a lovely baby face and a sweet voice like a child, but it gave her an old heart full of holes.

Song Zhiping smiled on the phone. What a child ...

Song Zhiping has his own office, and the interview is held here. Ye Zi arrived early, thinking about the interview at the door. She cares about any task of the press corps, her hair droops gently, and the sunset gently brushes her face, which is smart and gentle. Song Zhiping's heart is warm and tender. He went to Ye Zi, opened the door for her, apologized for being late, and held a box of instant noodles in his hand.

Ye Zi went in and sat down, pointing to instant noodles and asked, "Is this your dinner?"

Song Zhiping smiled shyly: "This is my day's meal. I'm a little busy today. I have no time to eat. How about starting an interview? "

Ye Zi looked at the man of the hour in this school stupefied, packed up and got up: "I didn't eat either. I'm hungry. Let's have dinner together if the senior doesn't mind. The interview is not urgent. Whenever you are free. "

In the dining room, two people sat opposite each other, and there was silence for a meal. Ye Zi desperately told herself to talk and pretended to be a lovely child in front of everyone. After dinner, Ye Zi had tears in her eyes, and her memories were like snowflakes all over the sky.

5.

Ye Zi often doesn't eat, and she is alone in the quiet classroom, staring blankly, reading and writing. That day, again.

Liu Hao walked into the classroom and saw the silent child: "Ye Zi, why don't you go to eat? Let's go. "

"I am not hungry." Simple and blunt.

"I have seen you in the classroom for several days. This can't be done. There will be stomach trouble. Go and eat! " Liu Hao has always been a stubborn and good teacher, although he didn't realize it.

Assists got up and walked out of the classroom, but not in the direction of the canteen, but in the dormitory. "You wait." Liu Hao pulled assists into his office and asked her to wait for him there.

When Liu Hao came back, he had two bowls of food in his hand: "You can eat here. Why don't you listen to me? Skipping meals is bad for your health. How worried parents are when they know. " Assists stare blankly at the food in the bowl, some at a loss, this is the first time, the first time someone cares so much about themselves.

Under the gaze of Liu Hao, she silently finished eating and washing dishes, and wanted to go back to the classroom.

Ye Zi, accompany me to the library this afternoon. That's an order.

Is the first time doomed to be a bleak sentence? For the first time, I always encroached on all the memories like that.

In the library, Liu Hao asked Ye Zi to choose his favorite book. The school library has been closed to students. Assists a little surprised, no, she was surprised.

Liu Hao said you like reading, didn't you? Pick some books and I'll borrow them for you.

Ye Zi likes reading very much. In countless lonely days, books are the only company. However, no one supported them, never. Father always scolded her mercilessly and punished her for kneeling in the cold winter wind, just because she was found secretly reading extracurricular books. Assists in walking gently between the bookshelves, as if afraid of scaring something. One hand brushed the spine gently, but she didn't have the heart to pick books. She wants to read them all ...

Liu Hao smiled: "You can borrow two books first, and I'll help you borrow them after reading them."

Ye Zi took out a book "Selected Readings of Song Ci" and smiled. That face should have such a smile, Liu Hao thought.

The next day, Liu Hao called Ye Zi to the office again and gave her a key, which was the key to his desk bookcase, which was full of books. "I just lent it to you. I'll change it myself after reading it." Liu Hao's tone is somewhat casual.

The key is cold in the palm of your hand, and the assist suddenly tears.

This is also the first time. Liu Hao gave her a lot of firsts.

6.

"Ye Zi?" Song Zhiping looked at the girl in front of him in surprise and was silent for a meal. Why did her eyes suddenly turn red, like crying?

"I have a stomachache." Assist. Give me a tap.

Back in the office, Song Zhiping poured a glass of water and the interview began. There was a lot of room for questions, and they talked for more than an hour. Assists always afraid of other people's eyes, Song Zhiping looked at his Kan Kan talked about it. She just wanted to avoid his eyes, but the captain repeatedly stated that when interviewing others, she must sincerely look into others' eyes to ask questions and listen, so she had to do so. In this way, the two have been making eye contact, and those clear eyes somehow make assists feel distressed. And Song Zhiping looked at the girl's eyes, gradually some disconsolate, eyes, as if no smile, even assists smile happy, eyes, are cold.

After returning to the dormitory, Ye Zi put on headphones and began to sort out the interview draft. A very long manuscript, Ye Zi stayed up until the early hours of the morning for three consecutive days. The captain of the manuscript was very satisfied and sent it directly to the school newspaper. Song Zhiping looked at the manuscript, every word, a very delicate child, her smile, very childish, should have such a smile.

From freshman to junior, Song Zhiping has been very busy. In this financial college, boys are very popular, not to mention a good-looking man with amazing ability. However, he never disdains so many girls who openly chase him. This assist, like a child, he wants to protect her.

The manuscript finally went wrong, which was not Ye Zi's fault, but Song Zhiping's fault. The position of chairman is not that simple. The eight vice-chairmen are all excellent students. Why should we be unknown in the light of Song Zhiping? Since Song Zhiping came to power, all kinds of provocations have never stopped.

This time, I caught the manuscript. Some people dare not be blatant. They can only criticize the manuscript from all sides behind its back. Song Zhiping thought assists can't stand it, but this is just his idea. If he knew anything about Ye Zi's situation, he would know that such a girl has long forgotten how to care about other people's opinions.

Yes, assists don't care. She is still the lively and lovely child. Only she knows that her heart has turned into ice, and how cold it is is imperceptible.

7.

Ye Zi gradually took Liu Hao as a friend, and some things began to tell him that the family, those with inferiority and timidity, and Liu Hao was more and more distressed by the child.

Ye Zi is a stubborn child in essence. Before she met Liu Hao, she endured it all the time.

There is a theory in philosophy that the closer you are to yourself, the more contradictions there are. Ye Zi began to get used to losing his temper with Liu Hao, and every time, Liu Hao smiled and listened. When Ye Zi calmed down, he casually said, "Is it over?" In his eyes, this is just a child who has never been familiar with the world, an insecure child, and he wants to give her warmth.

In the third grade, Liu Hao went to other classes. She was always worried about Ye Zi, so she often asked her to go back to have dinner with her, and his pocket money began to be paid by him. Ruoyan likes Ye Zi very much, and likes this child named her aunt. Hearing Liu Hao's explanation, she cherished it more and more. She always tells Liu Hao that it's time to bring assists back for dinner. It's time to send her some money, buy your own clothes, and don't forget to buy one for Ye Zi. If Yan is a kind woman, she loves Ye Zi as if she were her own child.

Assists silently accept all this, her name is Aunt Ruoyan, and her name is Uncle Liu Hao. She loves this aunt who is considerate to her in every way. However, in those new smiles, there is sadness gradually.

Ye Zi studied very well and was admitted to the best high school in the city, while Liu Hao, with the help of Ruoyan's parents, actually entered this school to teach. This is fate, everything is doomed. For Ye Zi, life has not changed. With Liu Hao and Ruoyan, she is very happy. When she came to this city, Liu Hao gave her more pocket money. Different from the countryside, Ye Zi gradually learned to match a few clothes with bright clothes. Lovely baby face, pure smile, the beauty of Ye Zi gradually revealed, she is outstanding, very outstanding.

When Liu Hao came to this school, the pressure began to increase. He stayed up late in the office to prepare lessons every day. Ye Zi goes to Liu Hao's office after studying at night every day. He prepares lessons and she reviews, so it won't be too cold.

8.

On that day, the moon was fine and melted their steps like water. Liu Hao sent assists back to the dormitory, and then went home. "Don't worry too much, it doesn't matter." Liu Hao's fatigue and pressure are obvious, assists some sufferings, openings advised.

Liu Hao was silent, and then he said, "What am I worried about? Worried that you can't eat well, worry that you can't sleep well, or worry that you don't study hard? "

Ye Zi's tears fell again. Ye Zi likes to cry. Since she met Liu Hao, she has been a crybaby. Before, she wouldn't cry because no one cared. However, how could she have thought that Liu Hao would completely deprive her of the ability to shed tears, because there were no tears.

Assists gently hold Liu Hao's hand, very cold. Liu Hao zheng, want to break free, only to see assists the tearful face in the moonlight, the in the mind suddenly some to. Ye Zi gently said a word, slowly, but at that moment broke everyone's happiness: "Can we be together?" At that moment, my heart ached, because I said this sentence after all, and she never wanted to say it, because she knew that she was sorry for Ruoyan and Liu Hao.

Liu Hao was shocked and pulled out his hand: "No!" Then turn around and leave. Assists squatting on the ground sobbing. She loved this man, a man with a wife and children 13 years older than her, her teacher, her uncle, her husband who is kind to her … He has too many identities to her, but he shouldn't be the one he loves.

Liu Hao began to hide from Ye Zi and gave her money as usual, but she refused to say another word. Ye Zi went to see him. He was always busy. They are like strangers. Liu Hao was afraid that he would make a mistake. This child, the child he loves dearly, should be happy, and should be very happy. But now, he may destroy her ... he can only hide. I don't know whether to avoid assists or myself. He quietly asked himself who the assists were, but he couldn't wait for his answer every time and could do nothing. He became more and more afraid of himself. Ruoyan spent six years together, got her own house and a lovely son. Why, they seem to be in love with someone else, the child.

Ruoyan asked Ye Zi to go home for dinner, saying that she had prepared delicious food, and the school food was not delicious. Liu Hao and Ye Zi went home, but Ye Zi still called Aunt Ruoyan, but her heart was dripping with blood ... The food was just ready, and if she said anything, she got a call. There was a patient in the hospital who needed an operation immediately. If Yan leaves in a hurry, she is the attending doctor.

Assists quietly looking at Liu Hao, tears blurred, Liu Hao didn't speak, began to drink, drink a cup after cup, until he was in tears, assists holding his hand, tears poured out for many days. Liu Hao is drunk, really drunk. He held Ye Zi's hand tightly, unwilling to let go, crying Ye Zi, crying if words. There is no way, really no way ... Ye Zi kissed his lips trembling, sucked his tears and hugged, as if everything was destroyed at the end of the world, leaving only each other.

Then, when he went to bed, Liu Hao kept entering assists' body, tearing and wreaking havoc in despair. Ye Zi cried helplessly under his body, never having any pain, as if his body had cracked and torn. Two desperate people, clinging to their bodies, looked at the horizon.

Awake, Liu Hao looked at the naked assists, young body, has been clear, everything has changed, the wheel of fate, completely reversed, can no longer be redeemed.

Assists gently snuggled up to her. What a luxury it is for her to be with the person she loves. Then, when she got up, Ye Zi washed away the blood on the sheets and her virginity.

9.

Song Zhiping began to invite Ye Zi to eat and shop together. At first, he made an excuse to thank Ye Zi for his manuscript. Later, he began to pursue formally.

Assists looked at Song Zhiping's clear eyes, gentle smile and sharp face. She is really young.

Liu Hao's body is old, middle-aged people's body, some edema, there are traces of old face, and Song Zhiping is so young.

Ye Zi began to laugh at himself in his heart. What else do you want? Isn't such a person good? Let go of the past completely. Song Zhiping came to save himself, so he should.

Ye Zi agreed. She just wanted the most ordinary life and the most ordinary happiness. Tired, really tired, Song Zhiping, please help me. ...

Every month, someone calls money from the bank card. Assists know who it is, but she can't refuse. She has no money. She wants to study. In other words, assists actually don't want to completely abandon the past. Those tragic past, this is the only connection between Liu Hao and her. Maybe, she wants this connection.

She still wears the necklace he gave her around her neck. She doesn't want it, Liu Hao said. At least you can remember me after everyone has left. Ye Zi will never forget the pain that devours the soul.

10.

In this way, assists completely became a third party, sometimes in the hotel, sometimes in Liu Hao's home, sometimes in Liu Hao dormitory, obsessed with each other, hug each other, as if there is no tomorrow. Constantly making love, crying and whispering, both of them seem to be on the verge of collapse.

Liu Hao destroyed Ye Zi, and Ye Zi also destroyed Liu Hao, destroying each other and falling into the deep sea together. Without redemption, it was doomed, doomed …

If Yan finds out and catches him in bed, such a dirty word still needs to be used. Ye Zi thought, this is the so-called deception.

Assists sitting on the bed, looking at stupefied if words. At that moment, she just wanted to die ... she was a real despicable villain. If you think of yourself as your favorite child, you lie in your bed and have sex with your man.

If you don't say a word, you just shed tears and then turn around and leave.

In the evening, Liu Hao received a phone call from the hospital. If Yan jumps into a speeding car, people will be saved. However, the three-month-old child, her second child and Liu Hao left before they saw the world.

Ruoyan looked at Ye Zi beside the bed and sobbed silently, "I love Liu Hao. It took us six years to be together. I thought we would be happy forever. Ye Zi, why? He is your teacher. He already has a home. Why do you humiliate yourself like this? "

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Ye Zi went to another hospital and had an abortion. She didn't tell Liu Hao that she was pregnant. She thinks she can have a child, Liu Hao's child, and name it Nianhao.

On the operating table, she quietly shouted and smiled. Then, the cold instrument went deep into the body, and the cone was cold and painful. Something has been taken away from the body, like a soul.

Assists know that she will never love again. Shame, pain and tears … are her deepest wounds, which will never heal.

Although there are no insiders, the rumors of students in private are becoming more and more malicious. Although assists and Liu Hao never contact privately again, everyone is tired.

Nobody wants to be with Ye Zi again. Ye Zi often receives notes, which are full of swearing words, bitches, sluts, third parties ... Ye Zi smiles at herself, and there is no reason to be angry. This is what she looks like, isn't it?

Later, I entered the university, and Liu Hao sent me money every month. Besides, there is nothing to do.

12.

Song Zhiping's girlfriend, of course, caused quite a stir, so assists once again become the focus, countless envious or jealous eyes swept like a sword.

I will be happy, Ye Zi just told herself ... However, this is not the case.

In the old high school, Ye Zi didn't go to this university alone. Ye Zi is famous. Only those people know that Ye Zi is really here, and he is still doing well.

On the homepage of the school website, Ye Zi's story is impressive. All the nightmares that Ye Zi tried to forget unfolded before his eyes. Under that article, there are countless people's comments and curses. This society will not forgive Ye Zi, nor will it forgive him.

Close your eyes, and the snow will turn into blood.

Song Zhiping was silent.

13.

Assists to make a phone call to Liu Hao, the first call for such a long time.

Liu Hao said that life is calm and happy now, and she hopes that Ye Zi can find her own happiness.

Ye Zi said that I found a part-time job with a good salary, which is enough for my living expenses. Don't send money again. The necklace has been sent out and may be received soon. She also said that her boyfriend was very kind to herself and she was very happy.

Finally, she said, "Teacher, I love you." Then I hung up and didn't cry.

A few days later, a body was salvaged at the bottom of the school lake, which was confirmed to be Ye Zi who disappeared a few days ago.

Falling into the deep sea, after all, no one can save …